Lately I have been like a sponge, soaking up my surroundings and environment, living in the moment, embracing my emotions, and learning from others. I have felt more in tune with my fellow humans, while realizing the brutal reality of human nature.
My life unfolds in chapters, each one building on the one before it, each beginning as the last closes. Each ending brings revelation, and each new beginning brings enlightenment and inspiration.
We humans must love and lose, hate and adore, fear and anticipate. We constantly move through a spectrum of emotions, clinging to those brief phases of contentment that shine through. Heartbreak is devastating, but new love is thrilling. Death is tragic, but birth is triumphant.
In recent months I have experienced disappointment, heartbreak, fear, and Victory. Life has been a roller-coaster of events, anticipation, and curiosity.
This next chapter will include:
1. Independence: I will be financially free and create the life I wish to live. I will not be afraid to be who I want to be and will let my freak flag fly.
2. Expression: The world will hear the music that comes from my violin. It will be in their face for them to experience. The world will know my thoughts and feelings as I write more and express my opinion more.
3. Inspiration: I seek to receive and give inspiration. I will observe and learn from all of the various characters I encounter. I will in turn inspire others to be Individuals, to express themselves. I will inspire others to embrace their sexuality and explore alternative lifestyles, if they so desire.
One of the hardest parts of life is to beak free from the prison we cage ourselves in. Our own selves are our worst obstacle. I have accomplished much and come so far, but I have yet to be free of the fears and insecurities that prevent me from living.
I Live far more in one day then many do in a lifetime. Living is more than just surviving.
but I have also met and seen people who wear the glow of personal freedom on their radiant faces. Those people are the ones who inspire me, and one day I will inspire others to break free.
